“Got Any Gas Left?”
Posted By Chef Kev on July 26, 2010

artisan bread baked fresh in Hawaii
After a few years of devoting oneself to a project, the question arises whether or not you still have the drive, the fire, the stamina, that you had when you began.
This seems to be on people’s minds a lot lately. Most of the time the question is posed by customers that come by on Fridays when we are baking for farmer’s market. They see a lot of activity. We are busy running loaves, baked or unbaked between the kitchen and the ovens or beginning to re-fire the oven around 1:00 or 2:00 p.m to finish off the day’s production. It is a long day. We generally start before dawn and (in the winter time) finish around dark as well. They come in and we are maybe dragging or limping a little but focused on getting everything done. That’s when I hear “aren’t you getting tired of this?” or “Are you bored yet”
Legitimate questions.
I suppose that if things were different for us we would question what we do as well. Everyone has to work I guess, and having something that you absolutely love doing being able to do, that thing with the one you love the most and with the support and encouragement of literally everyone you know, is just the most life fulfilling, energy sustaining endeavour a person can embark on.
Are there bad days to go along with the good? Sure. Can we envision an easier way to make a living? I guess. Will it wear us down eventually? Who cares?
It’s summed up by the lyrics to a Bob Dylan song I have been running lately
I can tell you fancy or I can tell you plain.
you give something up for everything you gain.
Since every pleasure has an edge of pain,
Pay for your ticket and don’t complain.
Anyway we have help around the shop now and teaching people what you know is yet another way of helping us stay interested focused and occasionally amused.
People seem to desire good bread and having the ability to feed their desires while living out our own, is a magical feeling. I don’t think I can think of another way to do that.
But then I’m just a baker.
